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In this post I was going to complain about how sick I've been and how exausted I am but I am spotting and that seems like silliness now. I know I shouldnt complain and I should be grateful but do I really need to go through this to learn that lesson. This cant be happening again, it has to be nothing. Dr. F is having me come in tomorrow instead of Friday. He said everything has been going really well and that it is probably nothing, I think it's over though. I dont know what I will do if this is the end. I cant imagine starting over. Will I have to wait another year before we get a chance again?