So here we are again. My period started late last night so I will count today as CD1. I am ready to try one more cycle. If everything goes as it has in the past, the timing is really good for my work schedule. I was at the mall with my mom last night and the woman at the checkout counter was asking if I was married and if I had kids and then went into this whole thing about well if it happens, it happens but it's ok to wait blah blah blah. I was dying. It just seems like people bring stuff like that up when you are the most vulnerable - like when you know your cycle failed and you are about to get your period.
I also found out last night that one of my friends is moving across the country in July. She was in my wedding but we have kind of lost touch over the last year. I have been holed up, depressed about the miscarriage and not being able to get pregnant again and it turns out everyone else has moved on and is doing new and exciting things in their lives. So it turns out, time hasnt been standing still. Who knew?
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AF is due today, if she shows her ugly face will then so be it. I'm trying to decide if i could afford to do one more cycle and then put it to bed till whenever. I'm just so disappointed. I emailed my Dr. cause i had a few questions as to why this isn't working. I know with my first positive IUI i did have an HSG done. So he said that if i decide to do another cycle, we would do the HSG and 3day blood work. I even want him to give me a higher does of clomid. I think my body has become familiar with the 50mg. The first time i took it i produced 3 beauty follies.
I am trying to gather the strength to try one more time. The IUIs are covered but I have to pay over 400each for two vials of baby batter from the cryo bank every time I try, so i have to keep in mind that with every failed attempt the higher my credit cards get....I just want to scream......
Hopefully this is IT! Baby Dust!!!!
MrsTTaylor from the nest.
hey Lis,
What's your Update?
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